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EDIT 3: I realize I haven't really made a proper apology yet. Gosh I'm such a dope! I thought I did... I feel so bad.

Listen. I'm very sorry, everyone, for my incredibly immature attitude, behavior, and speech, on the 1st of April. I had a miserable day that day, and I thought my joke was really funny, but when I realized that I hurt a bunch of people and got bombarded with negative comments, I just went insane and started yelling all these profanities and immature comments back without really reading before replying.

I really don't want to throw my personal problems out there because people find it to look as if I'm full of myself or I want attention, but this is more of a warning than any of that:

I have emotional issues. Whenever I am angry, I cannot control myself. I know people will never sympathize with that or may never believe what I'm saying, and I completely understand, but I am speaking the truth. It's something I've struggled with my entire life, and it's ruined not only myself, but people around me.

If you ever want to talk to me, and I don't agree with something you said, I will not lash out at you. Not at all.

I may lash out if I'm in a really shitty mood, or if the comment just pretty much shits on me as a person than what I believe in and what my thoughts are on specific subjects.

As some people stated when defending my case, this was a joke about myself. I wasn't trying to make fun of people coming out.

The only reason why I thought there'd be a few negative comments was because there's ALWAYS a few negative comments on EVERYTHING. Make it calling me a transphobic cis scum, or just someone disagreeing in general.  I DID NOT believe it would get as bad as it did.

Anyways... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for my shitty behavior, and I warn you and anyone who enjoys talking to me that I have some mental problems, and they prevent me from controlling my own emotions. I can explode easily, I can cry easily, I can laugh easily.

All I want now is forgiveness. I will leave this subject alone, like I said I would before. I know I could've chosen any other joke, but I thought this would be a funny one, one I thought about 10 months prior to the drama that had ensued on this subject. It was my mistake to go through with the joke anyways.

Forgive me.

EDIT2: CarlisleTheSexColt 1 hour ago 
Ladies and gentlemen, it was a joke. I am truly sorry to see that it has come to the point that nobody can relax for even one day without wedging a political correctness stick even firther up their hindquarters. 

Do not DEMAND respect. EARN it.

Please do Cass, me, and everyone else a favor, and take all hate and nonsensical comments somewhere else. Thank you.

So please, I'd appreciate if everyone would calm down, now. April Fool's has come to an end, and this joke is now just a distant memory~

I'm sorry, friends. I love you all and hope you're all doing well! This is one of the worst days of the year, and I decided to be a dick and make a joke about myself. Forgive me!

You know it's bad when my boyfriend has to get involved. He doesn't like getting involved in things like this, unless it's either ridiculous as fuck or I'm getting incredibly terrible thoughts and low self esteem because of something that happened online. So, he jumped in because he thought this was getting out of hand and that it was ridiculous. I'd also appreciate if you wouldn't attack him, either, as he was being a hell of a lot more mature than I was.

I wish I was as mature as him in this situation. Obviously, I still have the mindset of a middle schooler.

Pardon me for my joke. Bad timing, I guess.

***

EDIT: Oh come the fuck on, people. It's April Fools Day. People have joked about much worse topics and yet, of course, since mine is a topic that has been mentioned before by me, it's ALL MY FAULT AND I AM SCUM OF THE EARTH and etc. etc. etc. People, I HAVE learned from my mistakes. But, today, it's April Fools Day. The only day of the year where EVERYONE will be a total asshole. I was almost poisoned today with an oreo cookie filled with toothpaste. Me and eating toothpaste don't clash well, as it makes me puke all over the place and feel like death. But guess what? I fucking laughed. But hey, I'm not aloud to make a joke, because I can't joke about THIS topic, while people joke about rape and are racist and sexist. I'm the only one that's not aloud to make a joke.

Thanks guys. "Don't hate me I love you all" obviously didn't get through your fucking thick ass skulls.

Learn to laugh at least once in your damn lives. People have made so many terrible jokes on me and yet I'm still laughing no matter how fucked up they are. ANYONE can get offended by ANY joke, so why take it out ONLY on me?

Instead of telling ME to grow up, how about YOU grow up?

I'm not taking this journal down. This is a joke, and you're all in the wrong, here.

Thank you and good fucking evening.

***


I have made this courageous decision.

I've been thinking about this for a very long time.

I didn't think I'd really go through with it, but it has to happen. I just can't take it anymore.

I would like to announce to you all...

Sorry, this is just... Very hard for me.

I would like to let you guys know that I am going through with a sex change. I prefer male pronouns now. I am officially gay since my boyfriend and I are still together, and my name is not Cassidy, it's Casey.

I hope you guys can get used to this. I know this will not only be hard for me, but for everyone around me.

I find it funny how I was preaching my womanhood all the time, and now...












Now I give you this April Fool's Joke.

Don't hate me guys I love you all <3

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really??